jumping up and down
in the roller coaster of it
turning right and left
in its ride
it’s telling me something…
sometimes it controls you…
where it’s supposed to be vice versa
sometimes you find
that you’re being overwhelmed
by the touch of it
suddenly it will make you high or low
like a bullish or bearish time of a stock market
the fullness of a man needs you inside him
but with too much of you
a man who puts too much trust in you
without involving the logic thinking
and without drawing near to God
is most likely will fall
ouch, why my heart is so sad?
or wow, I’m so happy today….
omitting you in our life
will be like days without rainbows
but depending too much and being controlled by you
isn’t a really wise thing to do.
God, teach me to be wiser in dealing with my own feeling
so that it will be more to a blessing
rather than a disaster.
* a gentle reminder for myself for not being controlled too much by feelings…Be friend with it, but not being controlled by it.